01.09 Mon - 3rd Anniversary & Ramadhan

MARHABAN YA RAMADHAN!

a first day of fasting. i and Zerr was lazying around in the room, watching TV.


we get ready in the later afternoon. heading to Nagoya Hill, Hypermart to do some groceries shopping before i leave Batam in the evening after breaking the fast.




on the way, while in the angkot i felt a little disappointed when Zerr showed his attitude. i'm just a litte hurt. i just keep myself quiet. patience sopi, it's the first day of fasting.

after groceries shopping we went to Rumah Makan Joyoboyo, to break our fast. i ordered Tahu Tek while Zerr had Soto Ayam Campur Ampla. thank you GOD for providing us with the food.



the uneasy mood with Zerr escalate, he was being unreasonable. to always make arrangement without my consent. i just don't like it. can we discussed before he made any decisions for us?

we are going to meet Sinchan, Zerr elder brother to pick up my other handphone. we waited at outside BCA Bank. here is where my patience dropped to the floor. Zerr was showing another kind of unpleasant attitude. so much for our Anniversary. i give up to be nice. sorry, i just wanted to be nice but i cannot pretend. deep inside it hurts to see the one you love lost his respect. i just wanted to go home. period. i knew this feeling will subside with time. perhaps later, perhaps tomorrow. i'm not giving up as yet because there is still room for love. i still love my Donut.

i left with half hearted. heading towards Harbour Bay on my own without turning my back to my dear Donut. while on the ojek, deep inside i missed him. really.

i tried to settled down before i board on the 2000wib ferry to Singapore. having a cup of Black Coffee and Kaya's Garlic Peanuts.


it was all gloomy feelings and sight from there onwards. i wished things could be better. 3years and seems hard for Zerr to change. i will miss him though and i will be fine. i will. HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY!




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